i'll sing this summer seranade,

i'm having a day from hell. i am struggling so much with my work now but i cannot do it still. i've been doing it nonstop for almost six friggin hours. trying and taking all the effort i can to try complete it but i'm just SO stressed up and feeling very very bogged down with everything. no of course i wont say what it is here(cuz i just really really need to rant it out)but there's just so much going on in my life right now that i have to deal with and it's hurting me so badly! i know there's no friggin use of crying like some shit cuz nothing will get better out of it. and trust me, having a dad who's equally tired and stressed sitting behind me with his laptop is no good either. he keeps swearing and it's making me feel really seriously terrible. like hello i feel like shit too but please keep it to yourself cuz i'm feeling really terrible as of right now. my life sucks i tell you. i need a huge break to just shut myself off from every single thing in this world. i wonder if going up to sec5 was the right choice cuz it seems to be pulling myself down even more. i'm really thankful for fiqah, she's like my source of support and pillar of strength whenever anything goes wrong. yeah, whatever,i'm just feeling like,super f'ed up. ignore this post it's just ramblings.