I swear i missed you so much i could literally grabbed you and kissed you right away :/ geez ifeellikeatotalidiotfornotdoingso. I dint even know what got me last night but i was like going seriously mad i dint know what to do anymore. It’s just crazy dealing with so much right now. Yeah it’s just so weird i swear i was about to kill myself. And i feel stupid now cuz i felt i had totally wasted his time when we met yesterday, idk what the hell is going on with me these days. To make it worse i have more new drama in my life now and it sucks so much D: geez i don’t know these entire thing’s like a whole cycle thing, i have no idea when it will ever end or whatever. I’m thankful for seri though, we had a short talk today and i miss you so much :( we should totally hang out or I’m gonna get jealous because you have a life and i dont/or it sucks. Haha. Anyway i still love you and i’m thankful for people like you, fiqah, and sarah ♥.