So i went for my “last appointment” with the dentist today for my filling, scaling and polishing. The whole experience was so excruciating, cant even think about how having braces would suck more than this appointment i had today. I hate the dentist’s though he was really nice to me just now, i freaked out like maad and embarassed myself the whole entire time this afternoon. :( OH YES AND, my next appointment had to be next month so i dragged it till like, after my birthday. So i wouldn’t feel so irritated and traumatized like i was today. damn am i soo fucked. Not looking forward to the next appointment >:(

Well I was quite bothered with the metallic taste on my mouth so i dint go to haji in the end. Instead i stayed home for 3hours of what seemed like studying to me, alot of movie marathons, and random googling of pretty tatts. I feel soo wasted. Well i hope i get to study properly with the girls tomorrow though. Prelims are on Friday and i doubt i’m even gonna make it cuz i’ve been procrastinating to do well for like my entire life.

PS. whatever happened to that moment we had? dont tell me it meant nothing, cuz it was the best day of my life. A painful blow to the heart no doubt.

xoxo, me